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10:30 PM

Muggers of the 21st century. One long row of studious idiots with me at the 3rd last row beside Leroi.

Right so today was another sluggish day. Listened to Daniel Yong's speech, which was a bit of a wake up call.

26/50. Looks like its bloody the same result everytime. Aww well, hard work is coming up so the result will be forced up.

Right so I don't know whether I will have my Air Legend for the weekend. I'll have to season it though. Anyway Timo, Calvin and I was in the toilet during the final moments of the school hours talking about Americans and Asians. Let's just leave it at there shall we, cause we were practically talking COCK..if you get what I mean! HAHAHA!

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Interesting news article on the front page. This should have been done so many years ago. The positive about this piece of news is that they have woken up.

EM3. Don't they realise that is the stream where practical people come from and not what they call "Slow-Learners"?

I still what Mdm Jennifer Tan said last year before she left : " Aptitude can only bring you so far, the rest is attitude."

Spot on, Madam. Spot on. Like what I heard about a certain somemone screwing up practical, but still so smart. It makes me wonder whether the balance is really in an unstable equilibrium. But then again, I am just but the basement of 4e1.

My ideas are rejected or branded crap. Best of all, I get ousted based on academic criteria. For the sake of peace in 4e1, I try hard to hush there. But obviously, the main men behind 4e1's true colours ain't some mugger or whoever can repeat formulas BACKWARDS.

Haha. Mugger VS Driving Force. Mugger takes it all. Think CLASS and think VIDEO. Right, Mr Yong? Nevermind, I can bear it. At least I know I've did your sai kang more than those muggers. Me and Najib to name 2 people who really tasted what the floor feels like and to yet, pick ourselves time and again to push the class along. At alst, we can stop pushing already.

A divide as we near seperation. I didn't wanted it to end this way. But somehow when I thought the past was past, you made that kinda remark.

Let the past remain where they belong. The past. I don't want any burdens.

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2:11 PM

WHY! WHY NO SIZE FOR MY RED AIR LEGEND!?!?!

Now I gotta take Air Legend Blue. Oh man. But nevermind, at least it's newer colour of Air Legend.

Watched John Tucker must die Nigel, Shank and Jasper at Suntec. Played Time Crisis 4 for the first time and I am already hooked. Tried to win a PSP but failed. It was hilarious watching them try and win the PSP.

The movie was short and a little of "Huh! End already?!". We made some noise in the cinema at the start and after that it was a rather pleasant movie to watch. The 3 fellows were like quoting the lines of the movie after that.

Took a cab home and again, a super funny incident where we all exited the taxi at HomeGround a.k.a Base without paying the uncle. It was like a military drop-off style exit, cause we all alighted even before the uncle stopped.

The hot dog and the popcorn was killing me on the court. I did my best and got a few interceptions right. Game ended early for all cause of the fasting month for the Muslim brothers. Chatted with Guo for a while and suddenly OP hurried to us cause someone was like staring at him. This person was super weird. She stared at OP and us for like 1 full minute, and she wasn't shy about it!

Worst when Guo and I were walking abck from 7-11, talking about the potential match with Jie Hui a.k.a Lee's church, we saw her walking into the POSB ATM booth and stare at the lady withdrawing money. Guo was laughing like shit and even returned to look at the scene.

So Air Legend tomorrow afternoon. Xuewei oh Xuewei. The look on your face will be more than enough to make me feel that I've made the right choice.

^^ v

HAHAHA! That looks damn gu niang man.

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5:00 AM

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8:14 PM

Mock exams right after Prelims? Sounds crazy ain't it?

Where did the breaks go to? Buzz it man. Slept during the Maths paper cause I really was 1/2 awake. English was compo and I think its best to say I finished it by 1H 10 Min.

I am still not that awake. Damn it let me sleep man.

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3:31 PM

Sorry for those moments in home ground. From tomorrow onwards I am going to be relaxed on home ground.

Sorry guys, but it's been a big toll on my emotional control. Lack of sleep, lack of form, lack of something and the feeling of not doing what I can do but restricted by circumstances etc etc.

Thanks to Shank for guiding my newere style of playing ( like making me run more and stuff) but ultimately, it's for my own good if I want to fight for the DC position. For one, I know Danny will be fight9ing for it abck. So will other people. And I know that 1 screw-up is all it takes for me to be relegated to the bench.

That's life for you in a team full of stars. Oh my new boots. I just got the picture.



Yeah, this is the colour. I know it's the same as my school shoes except for the studs. My personalised boots will carry the initials of...Better not so. But I know that it will sort of give me extra encouragement. I am ready to rise up for this challenge.

I am now addicted to Michelle Branch's old songs. Now that I really get a chance to listen to her, I find her songs quite nice.




Mariam just said something extremely nice. HAHAHA! Well, so are you Mariam. And don't worry, in life later on, I will still be carrying this ultimate 3 MARS bond.

Oh and what a fantastic weekend for my EPL Fantasy Teeam. I propelled 4,000 places from 19,000 ++ to 15,000 in just 1 day. Oh my the ups and downs of Fantasy Laegue. Worst than Great Depression.

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I wanted to be like you
I wanted everything
So I tried to be like you
And I got swept away


I didn't know that it was so cold
And you needed someone to show you the way
So I took your hand and we figured out
That when the tide comes I'd take you away


If you want to I can save you I can take you away from here
So lonely inside, So busy out there
And all you wanted was somebody who cares


I'm sinking slowly
So hurry hold me
Your hand is all I have to keep me hanging on
Please can you tell me
So I can finally see Where you go when you're gone


If you want to I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside, So busy out there
And all you wanted was somebody who cares


All you wanted was somebody who cares
If you need me you know I'll be there Oh, yeah


If you want to I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside, So busy out there
And all you wanted was somebody who cares


Please can you tell me
So I can finally see
Where you go when you're gone.

"All You Wanted" By Michelle Branch

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11:34 PM

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7:52 PM

1. Very bad headache, but in a rush so have to bear with it.

2. Watched Miami Vice with guys. Excellent movie with Jamie Foxx being damn suave.

3. Made a big mistake. The Air Legend that I am buying is the one on my wishlist, NOT the BLUE version. It's the RED version.

4. I will ask for personified boots, which means MINE AND MINE ONLY. (Teell me if you read it properly, Xuewei. ^^ )

5. Going out now, took a mother-f***ing painkiller. It looks like it's freaking going to rain. Hell no man. Nothing is going to stop me celebrating today.

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4:21 PM

Shank :" Eh, it's $6."
Taxi Driver stops and sees another customer.
Taxi Driver :" Wa lao eh, I lugi leh! KNN haven't 5 o
clock yet!"
Laughter among all 4 fellows in the cab.Shank tries to pay
Taxi Driver :" KNN! WANT TO PAY $2 ONLY ARH!"
More rib-cracking laughter!!!!

Shank :" You can tear that betting slip away lah."
Jasper :" I'll believe to the end!"
Riise scores with a thunderbolt.
Jasper stands up(we were in the first few seats, by the way) and celebrates crazily.

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8:09 AM

What a rollercoaster of emotions! =D Today is a darn happy day! WAKE UP AND ENJOY THIS WONDERFUL SATURDAY!

Only my sis and Danny knows why! Wahahaha! I feel so light-headed now! I think I can ace Chemistry! =D

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8:44 AM

Today was a bugger-in-your-brain morning right from the start. Najib decided to give me a free wake-up call service to study. Thanks bro, I appreciate it but I was super sleepy at that time. So it's very hard to orientate yourself.

Waked up feeling gloomy cause it was the worst paper of the year. It was those type of "Oh Shit" paper. So I dragged myself(all 84.5kg of brawn, fats and waste) to school and reached there.

Had a most dreadful time studying with Khai and Shireen in school, cause while they were PERFECTING A Maths, I was desperately LEARNING the subjects and topics.

Whoever heard of people learning the topic 1 hour before the damn exam?!

Anyway the paper was like a "No Pressure To Pass" paper. So i was like very relaxed and steady until they said "You may begin". I swear to God, by my horrible standard, the paper was abit easy.

Why? Cause I lost 36 marks already. I expected 56 marks gone or what but I was busy until the last 15 minutes of the paper. OMG, it was the busiest A Maths paper I did. But that does not gurantee higher marks. My Physics is hanging in the balance, but hey, I am not going to worry about that now.

Went out for lunch with Tim, Leroi, Aaron, CTA, Lee, Derrick, Calvin, Jay and Bert. Had a relatively light lunch and Timo tried to be cute with me. We tried conversing in morse code, earning me a poke from Lee. -.- Don't know for what also.

So home it was and it was a nice afternoon again. Was with the usual Guo and Shank until like 5 when we went up to watch Rusell Peters. Hilarious was the word and we had training after that. Scored 1 goal and assisted 2 more I think. Not a bad day. Oh and Ravi nearly twisted my ankle with his Power-Packed-Tonjo(PPT, not Chemistry though).

My ankle now is swelling a bit so it's a worry about tomorrow.

Spotted a nice face in the Friday TKD class. But what those kids were doing was peanuts compared to the shit I went through.

So it's been a week full of falls and all but at then end of the day, it's been a very good journey in life. The best part is next Tuesday, we guys are going to watch Miami Vice as one whole gang of Bedok View kids. Perhaps it's because we are nearing the end of our time together, but I will treasure all the outings we have and had together.

I love 4e1, 3e1'o5,2e3'04 and 1e3'03. We changed Bedok View with our views. Its time to move on, mates. There is a certain school out there waiting for us.

And I will miss EVERY SINGLE BEDOK VIEW FELLOW THAT MADE FRIENDS/MADE ENEMIES AND FOUGHT WITH AND TEACHERS WHO TAUGHT ME.

Its better to say now then on O level collection day. I will be too busy pondering my future.

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8:46 PM

Firstly, sorry to all those who thought I was full of myself yesterday. I was just doing what Jasper suggested cause SOMEBODY did not believe that I could run 100m.

So yesterday was a day of relaxation. A maths was next day so..Aww you know what I mean. Went for pool with Daniel Guo and Shank where we talked bull after that. I cannot wait to just relax like that after Tuesday man, at least for a short while.

So soccer in the evening where I was left super furious with Tom for cocking up. Damn furious and I wasn't the only one who was angry I think. I thought I did well, defending and passing but my shooting is really koyak. Here there everywhere EXCEPT the bloody goal.

Lee and Veggie came to visit our home ground, ironically after all the matches. My slippers freaking smelled like milk tea cause Lee spilled onto it. -.- sweet slippers.

Heavy legs and that's not all. Tomorrow its the same regime. Well anyway in the night I met Shank, Nigel and Varun to study. I just finished Matrices with the 2 guys when Shank came and told us how he got screwed by the sponsor. Well, thankfully it's still on but we have to be pretty careful about submission already.

=D cheer for blogging when I should be studying.

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6:39 AM

It's 5.15 in the morning and I just woke up from yet another dream about you, My Sweet. It seemed so real, damn it, that when I woke up, your name pierced the drowsiness. The scene in my dream was so vivid.

Gosh. But in my dream, yeah it was like the present.

In my dream, you were walking around Marine Drive, when I saw you. You were the usual chirppy self, only thing was that I saw the usual thing. Then, I was s***ting myself and thrashing everything I saw, including getting into a fight with Nick for tauunting me.

Ah crap. When I wake up, nothing changes. I just wished I did not dream about you.

I don't know what happens in the future. When we go our different ways and, hopefully, meet at TP, I don;t know what my reaction will be. Only the future holds these answers. One thing is certain. Before I leave Bedok View, I will tell you my feelings.

When I woke up, it was the first time I shot awake after the drowsiness. Usually it's like "go back to sleep" but no.

Torment in my dreams. Unsettling as it is, I still have to wake up.

To school then for exams.

=( Girl, Everlasted.

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5:34 AM

The reason why we have to run more often. A simple equation of : More Poilce = More running away from Homeground

Well, good night for all people!

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10:05 PM

When the sun sets, I don't want to say goodbye to you. But everytime I want to try, there is something holding me back.

I know at the end of the day I cannot really do anything. but your smile is enough to tell me you're doing fine.

What a sunset can make you think.

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What a lovely day. it's just those really lazy afternoons when nothing can trouble you. Of course the exams are here so there is the studying + the beautiful wind and afternoon peace. Makes you just want to sleep.

I just love the quietness in my neighbourhood man. Marine Drive.

=D cheers to those who hate the Humanities. We're done with it for now!

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3:16 PM

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8:55 PM

This guy sure is greedy. HDB wanted. Even I ask for a FLAT or a UNIT. He asks for HDB. Geez man. People these days.

Here's to those that think Physics was a tricky customer today : =)

Here's to the guys that went out for lunch at Marcus's house there today : =D

Here's to the girl that TRIED calling us but failed : HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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4:12 PM

Well, so much for dreaming about a 3-1 victory for Man Utd. The agony of losing in front of the Theatre of Nightmares. At least the Rafa-lution lost away. -.-

So English and Maths today. let's not talk about the Maths cause there were already discussions a la gossip dealers in the canteen.

You think you are like the main deal by discussing maths so hotly in the canteen, but in actual fact you are like just a freaking show off. Like as though everything you say carries a lot of weight. Then you go around acting as though you are the Maths/Chemistry/Physics pro. A bit lame don't you think, buddy?

So all in all not too bad for a breezy and lazy Monday afternoon. Going to study Physics soon. I better ask for some help man.

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2:28 PM

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5:38 PM

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12:26 AM

Back fromt Chemistry practical and I think I did reasonably well. Well weather is freaking crazy right now. And what way to end the week with some rain?

=D cheers to a pretty good day

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1:12 PM

Today was a blaster. Scored 1 goal only to let in 1 by my mistake. It was like a "WTF ARE YOU DOING, NUMBSKULL!" situttion. I got revenge though so it's alright.

Right, I am now going through the cat-ions and onion-ions and the gases(fart not included) for the practical tomorrow. Okie, here's something to look forward to for tomorrow.

Chan Xuewei will be in the house! Well, basically I gave her the green light to raid my house for M&M and all. Interesting to see girls go ga-ga over candy. Wonder what's up with the nutty screams when they see candy, as though they are candy-starved.

Tomorrow there's no training for evening cause Saturday morning will be waiting for Shank, Guo, OP, Firdaus and Me to go compete in.

=D cheers to fantastic performance again today.

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9:43 PM

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6:27 AM

Between Conscience and Regret, I go with the latter.

No regrets about this choice just wondering why wasn't I earlier.

Still, somewhere special, oov remains very secure and snug with memories.

For now, I just wished you wouldn't engage me in conversation. It sucks.

=) for scoring in the everyday scoring form.

=( for remembering what a gutless A**H*** I am.

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8:21 PM

Maybe it's time somebody should ask Cole to shut up. Now he shoots Chelsea down. Unemployed by season end? High possibility if he does not shut his mouth. Seriously, just beacause of 5,000 pounds difference he accuses Arsenal of not recognising his efforts.

But there is one part where I do have to agree with Cole. If Arsenal really wanted him, why didn't they go and persuade him a la Henry? We can see that Henry was asked to stay over and over again. Unlike Cole.

Moral of story : Life ain't always fair, dude. Just got to keep your mouth shut and push on.

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1:26 PM

Okie, It's 11 and here I am late-blogging caue Mariam got me the Archives code. Thank You so much TNM!

Ok, my mum is beginning her Kara-OK to me. Better go sleep first. Oh I got Windows Live Messenger and it's definitely superb. 5 out of 5 for the colour and layout.

=D cheers for the no school people tomorrow(Wednesday)

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11:24 PM

Have you experienced a time when your heart really dropped? The sensation is just so horrible. It's like a rollercoaster going down before pulled back by a force. That's what I felt.

Why? The question is not how I experienced it but why I experienced it. It's just at that moment when my heart slipped. I swear it really slipped. = (

Daniel Guo was the ultimate joker in Shank's house. After watching 4 hours of The Godfather, I am powered by mafia power yo!(acting the Guo way) He was talking crap and he really made us laugh all the way. Nice guy really.

But overall, it's been a bad day for me. When I have time to think about stuff tonight, I will try to erase the scene which triggered a heart drop.

So much for "accepting all the facts, Zheng"

Oh and guys, please do me a favour can?

Don't tell Jiehui who is * OOV * =)

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8:26 PM

Okay, I am so not going to get top for English Paper 1 this prelims. I knew something was wrong when I already read the question. Flair was intact, but it was just one of those days where the exam hall became polar zone and freeze the thoughts. Nevermind, I thought the letter was alright.

SS was the heartbreaker! No D&D , but the welfare state system came out so it wasn't too bad. Tired from all the studying, my nose is screwed up so its not taht good for now

Work hard and we will cheer when this is over.

Of course the big cheer is on 17/11/2006 at 17.30

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3:06 PM

Caught in the middle of a heavy shower because Shank (as usual) was late. But he brought Guang along, so that was not so bad. So the rain was heavy but we had a rather amusing journey to the regular barbaer at Roxy Square. Hair cut was quite short and we went for Katong Laksa after that. Had to leave Firdaus out cause laksa was non-halal. The otah was especially nice and we talked about the laksa war going on.















So walked to Parkway and walked around aimlessly. I know I should be revising SS for tomorrow but still, this sand sculpture was worthwhile. the 3 of us headed down to Video Ezy to just browse through flims and ended up trying borrow "The Godfather" series. I said trying cause this was what happened at the counter.

Shank gives his card to the guy.

Guy:" So, it's been a long time since you came right?"
Shank:" Yeah.."
Guy:" You've got 3 movies that you haven't returned. They are overdue for 1 month already."
Shank :" Huh? What the hell?"

So in the end, still laughing, he decided to ask Varun about it and ask that guy to reserve The Godfather for us.

Anyway I re-read the Harry Potter series to bits. Oh please let the 7th book come out faster.

=D Big smile to the end of the day.

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8:59 PM

As though life ain't cruel enough, some joker decided that the Chinese and Tamil PSLE papers were also valuable. Now they have to freaking re-do the damn paper. If my O'Level papers were on this van, I will have a fit immediately man.

Fir and Shank's reaction to the news when they first saw?

"HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH!"

To think we were in the library. -.-

So at the library since 10am with Shank and Fir plus Daniel Guo and Daniel mat with Guang joining us later on. My attention span was like up till 12 and then I did part studying only.

That's Guang who decided to be smart and take his laptop to the library and play games, until no battery. Amusing thing was, the library did not switch on the electricity for the powerpoint for him to charge his laptop.

Saw a couple about sexondary ttwo hugging and cuddling around in the library. =/ oh well KIDS THESE DAYS. Speaking of which Guang decided to be cheeky with this cute baby and he started doing shit faces to that baby. It was ultra comic man.

So we went off at 4 plus to eat and then played at 5.30 and I must say the feeling of returning to home ground is - shiok!!!

I hate it when the police chase us away. Nevermind. Scored 2, made Raiyan angry(cause I did not want to get sub out?) and got the final goal of the day's matches.

It's been a hectic week and it's worst when Monday is your damn prelims.

Well, anyway I guess the guys from my class know about it already, but I just wish there is something I can do now. Now, I just sit about thinking about "What if..." when I get some rest between studies. I am not really troubled by it, cause I have accepted the worst of it already. I just wished there was something that can be done.

OH YEAH!! I BORROWED A BOOK FROM THE LIBRARY AND IT'S CALLED NORTHERN LIGHTS(Think my profile picture.)

Northern Lights or Auroras have a specific name. It's either aurora borealis or aurora australis depending on where you view them from. It's only in the Northern and Southern parts of earth, meaning we Singaporeans can't really see them. I really want to go and see this Auroras.

SPONSOR ME CAN?!

=D Cheers to another productive day!

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8:58 PM

There is something which I really want to say, but can't say.

You don't know the ferocity of the pain when it strikes you just how the situation COULD HAVE been in your favour. Well, we'll let Fate decide.

I just don't know why.

Just wish I knew. Cause this matter is fast becoming a constant pain the a**

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12:36 PM

1. The Sun cooked me at Marine Terrace.

2. Shank ask me and Firdaus to wake up at 6, go to his house at 6.30 and play. He woke up at 7.20. Of course, we ate really fresh breakfast, with the nasi lemak just out. But the breakfast killed me at the court.

3. Erm..scored a few goals, could have scored a few more and let in a few also. Then the smart fellow by the name of Shankaran decided to take my boots to stomp on something. Wasn't pissed but was like amused at his expression when I gave him the pissed look. Anyway I walked off cause I had to go to the damn toilet first.

4. Too tired to even think, got off at wrong floor and walked 4 flights of steps back to #14-59

5. Going to eat, don't know whether want to study not. Maybe at night with Firdaus and Shank again

6. Lukas Podolski is super and I love him man. Too bad he went FC Bayern.

7. I watched the France-Italy match. Please don't talk about it. It's depressing, demoralising and very hard to take right now.

8. Tomorrow got Shobana(groans) and OMG I HAVEN'T DO HER DAMN HOMEWORK!!!!! wtf big time man. How am I suppose to do any shit homework if I am super tired?!

Oh man, someone help me big time man.

But still happy day so far. =D

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11:51 AM

Somehow, nothing can tear me away from trigo now.

It's 2 am and I am super crashing through.

Firdaus just sent me "Buttons" By PCD and Snopp Dogg

Better than coffee? Hell yes!

Make me pass trigo? OF COURSE!

Now what's the sine rule again man..Darn it man. The scene when Nicole(the lead dancer/singer) take off her windbreaker is stuck here in my thick brain. The scene when she dances is making the living room here going to boiling point.

Damn. Back to trigo again.

=D

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1:46 AM

You know what scares me the most? It's the fact that Guo can teach me Pure Chemistry - without a freaking book. It's F***ing scary when I push the textbook to him and he says " No need textbook. I teach you. Pass me the foolscap!"

And my organic chemistry went from "huh?" to "oh" in 2 foolscap paper.

He is my competitor but yet he still teaches me. Nothing to say.

Then he decided to talk cock to mz online. Hilarious but I have to clean up the shit for him cause he was using my account.

Time is really running short, and I am damn desperate for revision already. Whenever I sit in front of the com, it's like "Eh, I should be studying.."

Stress level = High
Time = Short

Let's do it for the final sprint liao.

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4:17 PM

Why is it the residents are behaving worst than us? Oh sorry hor, I forgot they are grown ups and they got no childhood. Right?! Play abit = complain to police?

Must value-worth your tax-payer money right? Here's to those that feel young teenagers at Marine Drive Garden there are hooligans - ..l..

No wonder S-league so cock-up also. The policemen also act seh "I treat you all with decency"

Yeah my foot man. Decency your holy ass ah. The way you talk already show no respect and you demand respect?! Got revolver big ah?

Aiya act big shot only. So steady go catch murderers and other criminals lah. Stupid sia catch youngsters and stop them from playing soccer. Then when we bored or what, go smoke take drugs etc. THEN YOU COME AND CATCH US. You say fucking dumb not, AH-SIR?!?!

Ruin youngster childhood - that's what you blue people do man.

From young, I always thought you guys were good people. As I grow up, you Men-In-Blue act like cock so massive like that. That cheena policeman also :" I don't want to see anyone of you playing again here ah."

EH FUCK OFF LA SIR, WHO WANT TO SEE YOUR FUCKING FACE?!?!..

Please la, Wong Kan Seng. You were a boy too. Most boys enjoy soccer. We compromise for the residents so why can't they too? Can you have a good talk with Prof.Ho Peng Kee and ask him why the S-League must bring in Albirex and Sporting Afrique?

Shame. Singaporean residents complaining about youngsters who live their dreams on the courts. Ironically, they are the idiots who sing "One people, One nation, One singapore"

EH FOREIGN TALENT PLEASE LAUGH AT YOUR SWA-KU(backwards) NEIGHBOURS.

I am sure S-League can find at least 10 extra home grown talents if the residents never kao-bei so much.

Anyway thanks ah residents. When the new ground comes into place, I want to see you astonished and retarded faces watching us live our dreams on the court.

Bad day. No cheers. Fucked up day. =(

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8:09 PM

Just got back from TP and it's very tiring cause I didnt sleep much..going to catch a nap now and will be back for the training at 5.30

There's more to me than what my academic score sheet suggests. Just felt like saying it.

Nice day fellas =D.

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2:03 PM

I am damn proud of this shirt. =D

Glad to say it's been 3 months since I "signed" for MPFC and I think the last three days I have been fantastic on the court.

Let's hope THIS good thing doesnt have to come down. I am going to defy Newton's Law.

Yeah baby!

=D Cheers people!

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8:50 PM

I think I am becoming more of a defender already. Scored 1 today cause Nick was playing so we had telepathy since P6. lol I mean it's just cousin bond that we have so yeah, we were brilliant and it led to a 3 game winning streak. Cheers to those who had to wait for nearly an hour from our 1st match. =)

So anyway, I realised that I am becoming more of a centre back. That's a damn good sign considering I have to pair up with Cap. Adrian constantly for full field matches, so in order to fight off competition for my position I just have to improve.

Selfish in the right way cause I want to play. It's like a strange desire inside me since young that I MUST be contributing something to the victory to prove that I am seriously there to do a job. So I guess that's where my mad desire to start and win soccer games came in.

I hate to be on the bench. Totally hate it. As for winning, well, some of the guys that play with me know me. If I ain't winning, I ain't happy. Must win attitude is the most important to me, no matter what team I am in.

Actually right, if you want an education in team-work and correct attitude I can only give you one suggestion.

Play DotA. It helps BIG TIME.

Cheers for the holidays. =D

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8:46 PM

Today, like any saturday, was damn shitty lah. And I meant shitty. Thank God, I was going out in the afternoon.

Woke up at 5 thinking it was school day and then finally waking up to the sounds of MLB from the TV in the living room. My TV is always at either 24/23/22 or 12/11. Call my no life, but I either watch documentries or sports.

Went out with Jasper, Guang, Shank, Tom and Danny to Penin to buy some soccer stuff. Had a nice time walking around window-shopping while Tom got his shins. I was tempted to buy a trucker cap at 1 store in the basement cause EVERYTHING was going for 1/2 price. Holy man..unfortunately, no designs =( so empty handed then.

Saw so many soccer boots that I wanted, wished for and will steal to get(JOKING LAH!). I have to sell off 1 pair first, so thats the real problem now. Anyway, had a fun time chatting and crapping around with them guys.

Saw some guys, that Danny called "Hard-core punks". They were dressed in like biker jackets, leather boots and tapered and checkered pants. One angle is definitely(no other word for it, seriously) COOL. Another may view them as outlandish. All-in-all, I salute these mats for being daring in their fashion sense.

Made our way back in time for evening training and I am glad to say my performance was super-good today. Maybe it's just the big occassions when I really rise up to performances. I felt I was an all rounder today. Saved a few goals with sliding tackles, scored a fantastic goal!!! I just tapped the ball around Guang's brother and with some composure, slotted home the goal. We all play sudden death matches there, so 1 goal is make or break. I HAVE TO SAY I HAD COMPOSURE CAUSE GUANG'S BRO NEARLY TOOK MY BOOT OFF WITH HIS LAST-GASP TACKLE.

On form, baby. And I'm loving every second. =)

Stopped by the friendly policemen for "making too much noise". Wonder whether they will investigate if the residents in 62 and 61 Marine Drive make the same amount of noise with the sport called "Illegal Mahjong" or not? Hmmm, well whatever it was, screw those idiots who want to diminish MPFC's daily routine.

Saw some of the KTC members while buying dinner, and I must confess they are really just nice guys, so different when playing soccer with the last time.

Anyway, England's match is coming up. I saw 1 English bookie on Soccernet giving 81.00 Pounds for an Andorra win.

Cheers to those who dream of upsets.

=D

Carrying your name, close to me.
8:59 PM

One day, when I have the financial ability, I will go to Alaska and snap some fantastic pictures of Auroras. If I can go there with a companion, that will be greater. Auroras. Beauties of the Earth, pity it can't be seen here in Singapore.

Carrying your name, close to me.
2:38 PM

So the transfer window has just closed. Bad luck to Man Utd and Arsenal for losing out on The Destroyer - Javier Mascherano(Man Utd) and Carlos Tevez(Both). West Ham. Gosh. Love you guys man.

So anway I made a trip back to TKPS yesterday to catch up with some old mates. It's really warming to see all of them and be able to chat like the good old days again. Caught up with Martin and Norwin(god, they both grew tremendously man!) and also 5B/6B students. I really miss them all, especially when you consider it's been 4 years already since we parted.

Nearly broke my 2 and 3/4 months of NO-DotAing, lucky for Gamers.INC to have kukus playing like nut cases since 11am! Wtf big time man. They actually spent 5 hours at the shop. Sounds damn familar...

Went to Parkway with Norwin, Martin and Narith. Had a good time walking around talking about old stuff. Met Brendan when we were like talking about him and he was all along behind us. Fate. The saddest thing was, another friend i knew had succumbed to The Curse Of The Ciagrettes. Sad.

Played soccer on super slippery conditions and had a good time. Norwin decided to join in so we played and then, Guo came along. Got short with Prakash for blundering and I do feel bad about it cause he is like youth team. Then again, if i didnt scold him, he probably would have displayed his antics everytime we played. Had a good time chatting with Guo and Faryis before rushing home to deliver boots to Raiyan.

Stayed for a while to chat with Danny and Raiyan, found out Joakim went out(Thank you for saving him and my ears) so in the end was a rather chit-chat day.

The weather stinks big time. I woke up at 5 just to be greeted by thunder. Thank God it's not raining YET. If it rains again, I will be damned. Oh holy Sun come out already. The chocolates are killing my fitness levels.

Then again, it's a delicacy right?

lol. Cheers for now mates. Let's hope this evening will be good weather and also good conditions for a game of soccer.

Carrying your name, close to me.
7:50 AM