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Tuesday, January 30, 2007

It takes just 1 reading to know that when I say I've let go, I'm lying to all your freaking faces. But tonight, I've woken up from a dream that should have been shattered last year. I woken up from a slumber that should have not happened.

The thing is somethings in this world are not ours. Too bad if I don't want to accept it cause I am being a bitch by doing that. Not mine, hands off.

I don't think I am naive anymore. 2 years in this game has taught me much and the longer I play it, the faster I regenarate myself for a next. Don't you see it? I am becoming more and more immune to it already, rugged as each day passes.

Ok, here comes the typical lines. If I really like her, I will want to see her happy no matter who she is with. Forget about 1 last reminisce. There will always be a last, I will always find an excuse to make a last memory of her. So, I should cut my fancies and release.

Forget her, she ain't yours. Even though you find so many similarities between you and her, she is altogether a different league. My destination was choosen as soon as I stepped on the pitch. I am a soccer player, a warrior, a fighter and a sacrificial CentreBack who is required to put sometimes my own body in the way of powerful shots. I get down and get dirty if required, and sometimes earning battle scars.

She is the enthusiastic and beautiful girl, who loves dance and other elegant things. Made for other things. Get it, Mark Zheng? If you still don't, knock it into you. Cause either way right, you made a bad mistake by falling for your good buddy. Mark, you're a big joke.

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I need that to let off steam from my frustration. I recovered in 15 minutes. So take a hike demons of the night, don't bug me anymore.

I llok forward to more manicures! ^^ Oh and by the way, I am going to keep the sender's details anoymonous(correct spelling or not arh?)

But this is what that person said : "i said mark isnt like the usual girl see guys and scream kinda guy, but he's like understanding, and really wants to care for the girl kind."

This night just took a turn from being the shittest night to possibly a great one.

TIRED ALREADY. I have to catch some sleep. Tomorrow is a Cage match coming up.

Carrying your name, close to me.
11:10 PM


Saturday, January 27, 2007



From a time when I didn't even see them for weeks to seeing them for 3 consecutive days.

Ben&Jerry's at White Sands was our sweetest photo so far. Roxanne was in KC uniform! It was so pretty of her man!

Hmm, Timo ahsn't really changed much. Aaron is competing with the Science Room Skeleton and Xuewei is still nuts as ever. Calvin is still funky, Aqilah is turning more minah, Jiehui still looks as pretty as ever and Marcus and CK still the same.

We are still the same bunch of loonies who just haven't met for quite some time.


Carrying your name, close to me.
5:11 PM


Thursday, January 25, 2007

I am taking a break from soccer. As in, from yesterday right, I will take 5 days off due to several reasons.

1. To spend more time with my classmates. Time with them is really getting shorter and more rare.

2. To recuperate from a few minor knocks, tired body and a terrible thigh strain. ( I feel you man, Guo.)

3. To regain some hunger cause I am sort of losing form already. It's important because I want to give my best and not give sub standard performances.

Yeah so break time! I will be back on say Monday? Yeah, around there should be back in action already. For now, just going to take it easy.

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Dinner with your classmates are always fun. Especially if you never met them after so long. Yeah, I know some might say that we ain't seeing each other on regular basis already and that sometimes things might go akward.

But hey, I spent 2 great years with these people. Imagine those I spent with 4. But let me clarify something, something which I regretted saying to Calvin at the start of the year around there.

Friends are not judged by how long you satrted your friendship with. That time I said to Calvin "You only friend of 2 years" as compared to Marcus.

That was wrong of me. lol Calvin! Sorry Buddy. Cause I just realised today that no matter what, friendships are something time cannot make expire IF YOU KEEP THEM CLOSELY.

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But friends right, please keep whatever promises you make. Generally speaking also right, if you are a friend of somebody who you know has bad habits, DON'T GO ON SUPPORTING HIS/HER BAD HABITS.

Encouraging him/her to carry on is the last thing you want to do as a friend. Standing up for him/her is one thing. Loyalty is one thing. But being honest is another.

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Tired. Lack of sleep kicking in already.

Carrying your name, close to me.
10:59 PM


Tuesday, January 23, 2007



Gay picture. This was our second visit in the space of 4 days.

OH OH! THIS TIME I CAN BOAST ABOUT SOMETHING ALREADY!

I pawned Firdaus and Jeremy of Victoria Sec with two magnificent efforts! FULL COURT EFFORTS! From 1 goal-post TO THE OTHER!

I can't believe it man. Ecstatic was an understatement to describe what I was feeling. That goal against Firdaus was super, without the help of the ceiling net.

So high from the two goals, but also a bit of blunders la. Nevermind. At least I did well today.

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As the night wind blows tonight, some will breathe a sigh of regret, some will breathe a sigh of relief. Some will wonder "Why?", some will wonder "How?"

And as we watch 24 hours go past our life, we realise we aged 1 day. Insignificant as it may seem, 1 day turns us into better men/women. One day turns up mistakes, lessons, regrets, joy and many more. One night forces people to wonder alot of things. And the worst part, I quote from someone's personal message, is "to try and fall asleep and yet wonder what the other party is feeling." Demons of the night exist and breed on lonliness. Don't let it get to you like it got me once.

Here's to a girl who has "learnt her lesson" : Cheers for a better tomorrow. =D You know it's going to be worth it.


Carrying your name, close to me.
7:58 PM


Monday, January 22, 2007



Bleahs my specs totally disintergrated. Thanks to an Indian volley from Bombay.

I got battle scars and a cut at the left eyebrow. But will I give up soccer? You know the answer. Such is my passion that within three minutes, I was up on my feet and running already.

Its is my blood. I bleed soccer, I tear for soccer.

For now, I say goodbye ter this pair of specs after 2 years of battering by the football.

Still remember Alfiyan cracked my lens into 2 during sec2 that time. That time I was a pussy. This time, I am a man. I stand on my feet again.


Carrying your name, close to me.
7:36 PM


Sunday, January 21, 2007




Contrary to the popular belief that day-dreaming is a waste of time, this is one reason why we should all day-dream.

HAAAA. PARIS HILTON. In that teacher dress-up which drives me nuts and makes me wanna go back to school.

Note : I am not the only goon that is crazed over her. ^^

Carrying your name, close to me.
10:50 AM


Saturday, January 20, 2007


On a day when sane people wake up at 9-10am, we were at The Cage at 7.55am.

Fantastic day I had, scoring 2 long range shots.

Overall fun rating : 4.5/5.















The faithful pair of Air Legend that helps me.

I'm beginning to love it already, even though it's a bit small for my feet.







1 final picture before we leave The Cage. It'll be sometime if we, as a team, return already.

Check out the goondus in front. Daniel G and Firdaus. Bleahs.











This goes to show how gay our club has turned into. The "Kawaii-ness" of particularly Shawn ( Holding The ipod ) was really disturbing.

To round it off after this act cute picture, we sang along Jay Chou emo songs, with "Project Superstar wannabe" Shawn leading the vocals with a performance that resembled a banshee.

But in the end, it was a good laugh for the journey home.


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Just came back from Starbucks after meeting up with Keith. It's been damn long since I last saw him. We talked about some things under the sun and we planned to go to The Cage with some Bedok View soccer guys.

If we are steady, I can't wait for it again man. I hope this time I will play where I love to play at. but to tell the truth, I pretty much love defending already. Strange to hear that from me but yeah, I guess I am converting to a CentreBack very steadily.

Bleahs. I can't wait for the BV Cage thing with some chaps I haven't seen for God-Knows-When man. It sure will be fun to play with them again. For now though, I am going to watch Paris Hilton's "Nothing In This World" MTV again. I can't get that teacher part of her off my mind man!

Carrying your name, close to me.
1:16 PM


Friday, January 19, 2007



Lunch with Aaron and Xuewei at Fish&Co. The sambal fish was hot and really fantastic.

Reminisce with them was the best and after that was a long walk to CheeseCake Cafe at Siglap. We wanted to pay Ngiam a visit but unluckily she wasn't there.

Saw Keng at SR so went to said HELLO! to him.

Then it was to the CheeseCake Cafe, a classy place where you enjoy cheesecake amidst soft music and, according to Xuewei, "Emo settings".

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As I sat back in my seat, looking at the indigo sky, a thousand thoughts raced across my mind, each forcing their way into my attention, seeking my contemplation.

I ask myself : "What is right and what is wrong now? What means right, what means wrong now? When can the correct time yet prove to be the wrong time?"

And I think again as the greenery fade past me at 110km/h : "Is it worth it afterall?"

And my reply was a definite one. I smiled as my constipated thoughts cruise through the final lap. Yet a wave of renewed grief flooded me as I thought back to the line which has already been so friendly with my brain's surroundings.

I am foolish. Crumbling in my own thoughts. Where was the resilence? Where was the fight? Where was the compromise? And I answered myself with a very heavy sigh.

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Just to let off something unrelated to the forces of nature and homo sapiens. =)

Carrying your name, close to me.
10:24 PM






Jessica's answer to Nick Lachey's "I Can't Hate You Anymore" and "What's Left Of Me" maybe?

Damn emo song. She shed tears also man. I was just watching on Pop10 Inc.

Geez man Nick, wtf did you say ter her? And she haven't even proceeded to cutting her wrists. Oh and by the way, she looks damn groovy too.

^^


Carrying your name, close to me.
11:27 AM


Thursday, January 18, 2007

Hey its not in my nature to do this but here goes.

1. Please don't treat my tag-board as a place where you can attack people. Its there for friendly uses and I hope it still will be.

2. The coward who tagged that "cy is a cb". If you know what is humility, sms me who you are. I won't reveal who you are, but I do hope you own up at least to me. Yes I'm calling you a coward now regardless of whether you are my schoolmate/classmate/MPFC teammate.

3. That was damn uncalled for. CY just voiced out what he felt and I took the measures. He is my teammte and for my lack of respect, it was my fault.

4. I appreciate that you can stand up for friends but this time it's my mistake so yeah, I appreciate it but this ain't right.

Carrying your name, close to me.
9:16 PM


Wednesday, January 17, 2007


First time in 3 days I get to run like crazy and get flithy!
Bleahs all the mud will never stop me from playing soccer.
OH! And I won so many headers yesterday! Thanks to that, I got a headache last night.
=)

Carrying your name, close to me.
11:10 AM


Tuesday, January 16, 2007



I still remember that day. Like it happened just recently. 4 friends saying they will never touch the ciagrettes. 2 stayed out of it. 2 went to it.

It's sad that they pay $ to end their lives earlier. Worth it? To some, yes. But to me, no.

Burning money up. Thats what I think ciagrettes do.

As a friend, of course I advise those who are smoking to quit. But I know it's hard so try your best mates.


Carrying your name, close to me.
4:08 PM


Sunday, January 14, 2007

I thought long and hard throughout the day and I made a decision. I don't want to quit MPFC. It's the zenith of the soccer stuff that I've ever experience. Some of the guys asked me to consider carefully. I did.

Thats why I have to sort of break my word. Cause I don't want to leave the club which I have fought for all these months. I don't want to quit a team I have got myself all muddy and dirty for. I don't want to quit a team which I gave and will give 101% to.

It's not worth to quit. It's just not worth it. Suhara said it's not manly or smart. I gotta agree with her abit. Maybe I am quitting because of selfish reasons, but even so I believe my indignation is justified.

Consider me, for the time being, out of service for MPFC until I get what I need to get.

I think I've heard enough things already. Time to see some action? Agreed?

BY 19TH JAN, IF I STILL DON'T HAVE MY STUFF AND ALL, I WILL REALLY GO AND TALK TO RELEVANT PEOPLE. AND TRUST ME, IT'S NOT EVEN SAMUEL THAT LEVEL.

Carrying your name, close to me.
1:06 AM


Friday, January 12, 2007


MPFC's debut goal at the Kallang Cage was scored by : Mark Zheng JunWu.

That bastard, slammed home a thunderous shot from half court. I saw him shoot. OMZG man. To the top centre of the net.

Sexy like what sia. Sadly, it's my last goal for the club.




Playing PhotoHunt at Hot Shots. We were laughin our ass out BIG TIME. Courtesy from "Hip-Hop-4-Life" Firdaus. That is his nickname by the way.

Some cute conversations heard over the past few days.

Scenrio : Big Bryan in our team is part of the JC lads and he just finished Alevels. He is in for army soon already. So that day we were talking about JC first three months while walking through PP.

Bryan : Aiya, those guys sure first 3 months one lah!

Guo : EH! Bryan, why never go army first 3 months?

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Scenario : We were having dinner at Banquet where there were some prwetty(W intended) Malay girls. Danny and Firdaus eyed this Malay girl and were talking about it.

Firdaus : nak tackle itu pompan tak?

Danny : ah ah, pakai boots tackle la sia.

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The first scenario made a bubble tea pearl go up my nose. The second incident was just damn LOL man. This is the type of nonsens they come up with.


Carrying your name, close to me.
11:34 PM


Wednesday, January 10, 2007

Some reasons to smile!

1. One friend of mine has learnt his lesson regarding
something only your nanny knows!


2. My sister is in good hands! I really laugh for
elation when I heard how my "Bro-In-Law" threaten to take care of her.
HAHA! SMALL KID!


3. One friend misses me more than any! CORRECT
RIGHT?


4. I have morning training session again tomorrow! Just
one more hat-trick please!


5. I think I just replaced Diamonds as girl's best
friend.


Right now, I think this has to be the best night I have online so far.

=D Smashing baby!

Carrying your name, close to me.
10:37 PM



2nd time back at Marine Terrace in 3 days and goal count : 3 again.

Alright, I changed my songs for my blog to this song. I first heard of it from Nigel and Daniel G back before New Year around there. It's by Akon feat. Snoop Dogg.

The actual title is "I Wanna Fuck You" but they edited a clean version to "I Wanna Love You". Strangely right, I got hooked to this song just erm..3-4 days ago? Yeah around that time.

It's somehwat "Black Music" but nonetheless it has been playing on my MP3 everytime I listen to music.

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I just realised my birthday is coming soon. 17 already. 1 more year before I can go with Danny, Samuel, Jasper and all the other 1990's and before batch of dudes to clubbing. I will never step into a club when I am not of age cause I think I will be in deep hot soup-shit if the police raid the place and finds an underage idiot like me. I can't dance for nuts, so I will just sit back one corner and watch those dancers grind their partners!

Happy Birthday to Jiahui! Her's was on 9th Jan. She is the fastest in class I think.

17 is the age of torture. You know why? It's the age when you cannot buy ciagrettes, alcohol, enter clubs, watch M18 movies and do all the types of legal shit YET.

Oh and speaking of smoking, I think those people who mix around with smokers BUT still don't engage in smoking have the highest fortitude. Cap Adrian is one of them, I think Marcus and I are also counted, Timothy too.

Just very random cause that day I was hanging out behind Parkway Parade the smoker's section. That's where the picture came from.

For those who are advising friends to quit, the only way you can help them is - Shut Up. Seriously. Cause they have to make a personal decision not to stop smoking. It's not up to YOU to make them quit the habit. it's up to THEM.

Smokers. They aren't that bad as society says anyway. Open your eyes to the bigger world.

=D

Carrying your name, close to me.
8:01 PM


Monday, January 08, 2007



Morning training session. Goal count : 3.

All well taken goals. Shows that my scoring touch isn't rusty. =)

This was with some VJC dudes. We owned them. Cheers! I didnt score against their keeper. He was like a mammoth in front of the goal.









This was the picture of the day. Daniel G was doing the usual and I happened to walk past it and went "Holy.."

Nigel and I then snapped one picture each. Damn cool.

Also damn funny. So many butts poking out.







So today was a rush of heat, literay and practically. Morning was at MT street soccer, bare-bodied. For those who don't know me, it's a habit to play bare-bodied for me. In school sometimes also.

Now I am damn tanned, or rather very lobster as said by Mariam. My right ankle is going to collapse soon man.

Then in the evening, our FRIENDLY and POLITE policemen came down to TALK to us in a very POLITE way. ( sarcasm intended)

I had a very heated debate with a very POLITE officer whose hearing needs checking up. Seriously noobish officer. I think I was damn close to spending the night in a cell.

Nevermind. I just realised something. This is to end of the post.

To Danny : Remember the stereotype I told you? IT'S DAMN TRUE AND WE CANNOT CHANGE IT.

Carrying your name, close to me.
11:51 PM


Sunday, January 07, 2007


1 flag! That was how close the match was!

I didnt want to use my bomb skill, but that dumb dumb Lee make me use.

Bleahs. I got stuffed anyway. Those of you who want to increase your win ratio, here is a whipping boy.








They just love my jersey.

But this was back in August already.

Supportive classmates eh? Somemore in my house. Tsk tsk tsk.






Carrying your name, close to me.
9:47 PM






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Click here to read the rest of the results.



Carrying your name, close to me.
6:21 PM


Saturday, January 06, 2007


Saturday- Finale of the "Season". Had to lead the back4 again cause Adrian was not here.

We won 8-1. =) and that one goal was no defender fault.

Just 2 pictures from the match. This was after the game when the referee's van could not start.









This was the post-game-retreat. As usual 328 Katong Laksa with some of the teammates. Bryan, Shawn, OP and Daniel Phua.

We went for a gaming session after that which proved to be relaxing yet a vigorous exercise for our mental sharpness.

It has sort of become an SOP ( Standard Operation Procedure) to like go for laksa after our game already.


I kept my head today during the game. Maybe the opponents weren't as strong as we thought to be, but I did well today. I lead the back4 to a victory that can be said was our best game without our Captain so far.

I played with all my heart and I kept my faith in myself. Thats the way wwe should play.

Not like Shawn when he got pawned in CS. "ARRRRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH!" Damn funny. lol

Carrying your name, close to me.
6:41 PM


Friday, January 05, 2007



Caution : Please don't click this video if you are the type that cannot take naked man fights.

For the rest of you, this was courtesy of Samuel's introduction.

Make hand party. lol

Carrying your name, close to me.
12:18 PM



Thursday and the day some of our class finally meet up with Leroi, Yong Wen and CTA. It waas dinner at Seoul Garden and before that I was with CK Seng and Marcus "L" at CK's grandma house to play pool.
Then it was to TM to meet up with the group. Although some were absent, we still had a damn nice time there. Laughs and all definitely brought back the old days again.
Two of them in action. As usual I crashed in all the matches and won only once.
Xuewei's new Crumpler, courtesy of her beau, and my own smelly Crumpler. Brother on the left, sister on the right.
Grand finale of getting "kicked" by Jiehui! Notice the GAY handbag I was carrying. Tsk tsk.
Very gentleman right? =D
Overall, it was a great night. JUST THAT SOMEONE HAS SCHOOL! Out of the 8 people who went to eat, only Xuewei was in JC. Don't worry Xuewei. We love school and you too.
Just go dance with *AHEMS* Sexyback!

Carrying your name, close to me.
12:30 AM


Thursday, January 04, 2007

I just read so many people giving out testimonials on the blog about my class. People like Xuewei, Aqilah all give already so here is 4e1 '06, the people who gave me a wider scope of life!

Leroi

The leader with a strong fortitude. No matter how I influence also cannot. Seriously friendly guy with a good command. Essential for any class who are disorganised

Najib

What can I say man after 4 years? The ups and downs we went through were tough but we came out better brothers. Better men too. Stop waiting already lah. You know what I mean.

Marcus

4 years also! And one of my really good friends. I will miss your boasting man. It was a norm to like call you even after we graduated. I will miss you, mate and good luck for the future.

Calvin.C

I still remember I pierce ear with him. Then he go on and pierce more. Wouldnt be surprised if his nipple gets pierced too. But really a good friend and a good listener. Now damn happening go clubbing and all. Resident class beng but shows you that beng can be a good friend too.

Timothy

Ultimate. Girls can fall for him, boys can gay with him. And really a good walking home buddy too. I will miss his no-logic talks and explanations. But sometimes he out-do his lameness lah. But can be super intelligent also. Physics -Pro

Aaron

This OMG fellow is so slim now, the wind can blow him away. Rich-ass who insist on quality for money. Changed alot from the days of Sec3. I think I be his tea time buddy. Drag him out and fatten him up again.

CK Seng

The rich-ass fellow also. The auto-ATM for our class also has the curly hair award too. =) But he is a good friend with good consideration for his peers lah. Ok, maybe Aaron exception lah.

Suhaimi

Sia la. This mat has been 1 of my good friends throughout the 2 years with him. Everytime got a bit of problem I will tell him cause he knows when to scold me, when to advice me. Ultra friendly, but I pawned his friendliness when talking to Loyang Sec girls. HAHAHA!

CTA

Pussy-eyes man! But overall, he is a good friend. Sometimes miss his antics and nonsense also. The way you think is really rare man. But overall, I will miss your antics and your way of making teachers laugh along with us as well.

Keng Liang

Resident gamer for 4e1 and also the person with most ink( translate to chinese ) despite being the basement of the class. Shows you result is not everything. Tactician throughout and definitely ranks among one of the top gamers I've known so far. Fascinated about unorthodox stuff with a brain for curiosity.

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JiaHui

HAHAHAHA!!!! I am seriously infatuated by her lah. Everytime I see her picture, I go "waaaa.." One of the talk nonsense people on MSN.

Chan Shoe Wei

4 words. My best female friend. Or maybe second(?). The only girl so far to can actually discuss R21 stuff with me like the weather today.

JieHui

Haha. The first girl buddy I have and who always nag me to study. GRANNY!

Aqilah

The cool fashion queen and Starbucks bag girl! Also sometimes will laugh like mad.

Shireen

OMG, if I was mat, I go for her sia! Always ask me make bunny teeth. To think I thought she was the no-nonsense type of girl. Bleah -.-

Nasiha

Haha! History kena sit beside her but still always talk. Suppose to make me feel shy but instead, I talk to her and Mrs Hua gave up changing my seat. The lazy bum of our class. BUT I still will miss her chatting during the boring history lessons.

Khai

Distinct laughter which can either scare you OR make you laugh. 4 years that laughter has rang in my ears. One of the more happening girls.

Suhara

OMG MAN. She is the wittiest, sharpest and perhaps the most in-your-face girls I've ever known. She telle people stuff IN-YOUR-FACE man. Thats why I have to upgrade my wits to combat with her. Since 4 years ago, I already kena. One of the must-haves in your class.

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4e1'06. Screams, laughs, jokes, antics, not paying attention, being scolded by Mdm Ho, urging Mr Shah to tell story, making me and a few dudes to do sai kang, loveable pleading for results.

Hahahaha. When the parting of ways is upon us, I wish all 35 (YES 35, XUEWEI, I DON'T WANT TO BE EVIL ALREADY!) people from 4e1'06 all the best for what life holds out for them.

Remember : We only live once. Classmates in this lifetime. No more in the next.

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I forgot someone. Mr Daniel Yong CK! One of the teachers that instigated extreme tempers in me. Yet one of the few teachers that made me saw light also. Although a bit..erm..shit lah cant find a suitable word already..although a bit female(sorry lah!), he is still a good teacher and cares for your welfare alot.

All I can say is despite all the tempers and unpopular decisions you made in regards to the boys, you were still our teacher and we still had the respect for you. One of the teachers who also made me wake up abit.

The other teacher, who has already "left" was someone who is responsible for my constant good results in English. She was there when I needed to soothe the rages in my heart and also there to scold me when I screwed up my test. I will always remember how alarmed I was when you held on to my hand for support when walking to the hall. I was very frightened that day. YOur hand was icy cold.

I thought you would see us collecting our results, but I guess Time and God decided it was time to come home. You have left already, but your voice, your teachings are always in side us. The day I worte my well wishes, the tears slided down like a never-ending stream. I cried for a teacher who sparked a fight in me and also cried cause I will never know how your smile/frown will look like on Results Day.

Graduation and Daniel Yong asked us to remember you're watching over us. I know that somehow you were there with us that day. To see us throw our ties in the air, to see us bask in the happiness. And ultimately to see 4e1'06 graduated. Your last form class.


Carrying your name, close to me.
10:33 AM





At PP at 11:30 PM.

Guy talk is damn fun, comic and yet dilemma-ish.

Well, cometimes only.

The rain is damn sickening. Really very irritating. For the second time, I am bloody drenched before I can reach home.

Kuku weather. Bleahs...


Carrying your name, close to me.
12:15 AM


Tuesday, January 02, 2007


I don't really know whether you can see this but read the highlighted words. Click on the image please. Then you'll see what CHAN MALI CHAN said to me.
Girls these days are scary.
Period.

Carrying your name, close to me.
10:58 PM



This song is to someone who really made me believe when noone else gave me a fighting chance. It's to someone who I really need to thank for the improvement on my results when I think about it.

Girl, you know it's you. After today, life goes on. I promise :D

Thank you.

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Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice pulls me back like a wake up call
I've been looking for the answer
SomewhereI couldn't see that it was right there
But now I know what I didn't know

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

It's alright, I survived, I'm alive again
Cuz of you, made it through every storm
What is life, what's the use if you're killing time
I'm so glad I found an angel
Someone who was there when all my hopes fell
I wanna fly, looking in your eyes

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

Because you live, I live
Because you live there's a reason why I carry on when I lose the
fight
I want to give what you've given me always

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has everything I need to survive

Because you live, I live, I live

Jesse McCartney - Because You Live


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I guess its heads down and move along now, boy.

Carrying your name, close to me.
4:21 PM


Monday, January 01, 2007

The 9 people that went out to Vivo City. Picture courtesy of Samuel, the cameraman. LOL

(From left)

Shawn, Nigel, Daniel Guo, Guang, me, Shank, Raiyan and Danny squatting down.

The best teammates one can have in the world right now.

PS : Notice we all wearing black EXCEPT...lol. Racist joke if you know what I mean.


Carrying your name, close to me.
9:31 PM




From facing a NYE without any plans, 9 teammates got together and celebrated it. This is NYE in 5 pictures that tells you how nonsensical our NYE was as a team.

This picture was taken when we almost WALKED back to Marine Parde.












At a bus stop near the PIE where no taxi would stop for us. Firstly cause all "On-Call" and secondly, competition for taxi was more fierce than the rush for freebies.













This is why I said our NYE was silly. A moment of inspiration from the 3 smokers of my club. But still damn comic.















Nigel at the top of the world..or rather the bus stop at Raffles Place where we walked to. Serious.













Home sweet Home. Back to Mac's for breakfast then sleep.













Overall, I think it's one of the better NYE I had. We went to VivoCity and counted down below the Mediacorp people. At midnight, we started saying "Happy New Year, Your Mother Bodoh!"

WAtched the late night movie "Blood Diamonds" which is a super film. Be sure to watch it. After that was like what the pictures showed.

To the friends who I miss the New Year with, don't worry it doesn't mean I forgot about you guys. I did what I thought was best and made a few pragmatic decisions that I thought was the best for everyone.

Good morning, Happy New Year and lets hope 2007 is going to be a fantastic year.

Carrying your name, close to me.
7:33 AM